STIwish |
2004-01-22 09:30 PM |
*RANT* Warning: much profanity used inside
Okay, finally realizing that the auto-x season is coming around is really fucking bumming me out, because there is no way in fucking hell that I will even have ANY vehicle to run for at least most of the season.... this seriously fucking pisses me off and I cant seem to get off this topic, I was fine as long as I could pretend that I'd have enough saved to get a car before the season started, but now I've come to the realization that there is no fucking way in hell that its going to happen.... my life is so fucking jacked up, and now i dont even have this comforting thought to get me through it... as in seeing the light at the end of the tunnel... THERE IS NONE!!!! all because of that fucking whore of a wife... so messed up.. SO FUCKED UP!!!!!!!! I'd at least have lost my car to a plain old repo and not as a wrecked repo... so instead of owing $3k or so, I owe more like $16k, which on minimum wage i will never pay off, therefore I will not be able to afford another car... i am seriously fucking hating this shit.... its depressing when you put a check in the bank, and have to make it go negative numbers to pay off your fucking ex-wifes bills and you end up having NOTHING to show for it.. NOTHING AT ALL... besides a prescription to Zoloft and random suicidal tendencies.... seriously, fuck this town and everyone in it.. I need to escape!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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